Mind or Matter

Peace,

Remember to always deal with your problems and not let you problems deal with you.

I was in a state of depression and i didn't want to cee a way out of it. Mainly b/c it was easier to sit there and be depressed then trying to over come my situation. You know it easy to play the card you dealt self b/c it's your hand ......until someone comes along and throws wild cards in there.

Man i sit back and look at my life and just wish i can push fast forward until i get pass all the B.S. the other put in my way. Since i can't, I just remember to put my mind over my matter and make my hand work for me wild cards included.

Food 4 thought: What if we didn't allow people to make a profit off of us and all service was free would we be in a better world? (Ex: college, daycare, food, communication,........)

Building

Building is a power thing.

I was building with my ol'earth today. I can say that b/c we didn't speak on the normal everyday stuff, we built on religion, reading, and expanding your vocabulary.

I spoke on a how some of your so called friends say they OK w/your new life style, yet they always jump on church topics and their Jesus. Man, people say one thing yet do another.

We build on how reading helps open your third and expand your vocabulary. So when you are talking with someone you can start exercising that third instead of always staying at one level that doesn't help any.

Man, I enjoyed that build. We had a build that I've been waiting for. Now I can say it wasn't long or intense b.u.t, i think it put an open crack in her window so i can always slide in a couple of wise words so she can knowledge them until the next build session. LOL

I didn't get a chance to hit her w/the wammie b.u.t I know I'll get my chance as long as she willing to build and open her third to reading and my wisdom that I'm spitting to her.

Peace & Love

P.S...... I'm not a Laker Fan

Almost There

Peace...

My God and I was building last night about self and how you cee yourself in the world.

At first when my God introduce self into the knowledge i was lost and couldn't cee pass Jesus and God being a spritial been. For widsom-freedom yrs, i've been following the Bible at face value not looking into and ceeing myself in the Bible. I've only saw what the pastor told me to cee which was God and Jesus as the same and he is who we should follow.

When I started with knowledge of self, I started to cee who I am and ceeing what I could be without relying on a external being.

B.U.T as I stated at the top i was building w/the God about where everything comes from and made a discovery that in the beginning when the first fossil was here they didn't have a book to follow there main goal was to LIVE LIFE...

As we continued to build I came to cee that in MY LIFE that's what i'm going to start doing instead of pleasing some external GOD, that don't what to please me and have me feeling down if I dont give 110% to him then i'll be damned to hell.

So I entitle this blog "Almost There" because I still have a lot to cee about myself.

This blog goes out to my GOD for staying up on a work night to build

Peace & Love

Becoming Mother Earth...

Peace Everyone...

I know its been awhile, b.u.t. in that time period, I've given birth to a baby girl and I've been working on juggling two understanding.

I title this page, Becoming Mother Earth to express how I've transition from a working wife and mother to a stay at home wife and mother. Things are hard, i'm not use-to staying at home with my understanding 8hrs a day let a long two understanding. One asking to do this and do that, while the other cry's to eat, sleep and play. One's pulling you this way and the other pulling you that way.

You know, you don't think about what your asking for until it take place in your life. I have to say, I did ask for this, to stay at home w/my understanding and enjoy them......LOL I didn't know it could be so everything.....

Make sure you cee what you wisdom b/c it will come to be if you keep asking and really want it.

On the same hand, staying at home is wierd. I not use-to not having any money and waiting to go places b/c we don't have. I have to say thing are really different.

Now on the other hand, I knowledge to be patient's and cee that things will change for the better.

I knowledge to be that Mother Earth that takes care of her understanding by giving them the knowledge and wisdom they need to take on the world, which makes me a proud mother b/c I know that my understanding will know who they are and cee what the world is all about the whole 360.

Peace and Love to all .

I want to dedicate this blog to my understanding "Niya(3) & Peace(1mo)"